第78章

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  • H.Rider Haggard
  • 4816字
  • 2016-03-03 16:14:23

TRIUMPH.

THEN followed a moment of the most painful silence that I ever endured.It was broken by Ayesha, who addressed herself to Leo.

"Nay, now my lord and guest," she said, in her softest tones, which yet had the ring of steel about them, "look not so bashful.Surely the sight was a pretty onethe leopard and the lion!""Oh, hang it all!" said Leo, in English.

"And thou, Ustane," she went on, "surely I should have passed thee by had not the light fallen on the white across thy hair," and she pointed to the bright edge of the rising moon which was now appearing above the horizon."Well! well! the dance is donesee, the tapers have burned down, and all things end in silence and in ashes.So thou thoughtest it a fit time for love, Ustane, my servantand I, dreaming not that Icould be disobeyed, thought thee already far away.""Play not with me," moaned the wretched woman; "slay me, and let be an end.""Nay, why? It is not well to go so swift from the hot lips of love down to the cold mouth of the grave," and she made a motion to the mutes, who instantly stepped up and caught the girl by either arm.With an oath Leo sprang upon the nearest, and hurled him to the ground, and then stood over him with his face set, and his fist ready.

Again Ayesha laughed."It was well thrown, my guest;thou hast a strong arm for one who so late was sick.

But now out of thy courtesy I pray thee let that man live and do my bidding.He shall not harm the girl;the night air grows chill, and I would welcome her in mine own place.Surely she whom thou dost favor shall be favored of me also."I took Leo by the arm, and pulled him from the prostrate mute, and he, half bewildered, obeyed the pressure.Then we all set out for the cave across the plateau, where a pile of white human ashes was all that remained of the fire that had lit the dancing, for the dancers had vanished.

In due course we gained Ayesha's boudoirall too soon it seemed to me, having a sad presage of what was to come lying heavy on my heart.

Ayesha seated herself upon her cushions, and, having dismissed Job and Billali, by signs bade the mutes tend the lamps and retire.all save one girl, who was her favorite personal attendant.We three remained standing, the unfortunate Ustane a little to the left of the rest of us.

"Now, O Holly," Ayesha began, "how came it that thou, who didst hear my words bidding this evil-doer"and she pointed to Ustane"to go from hence-thou at whose prayer I did weakly spare her life-how came it, I say, that thou wast a sharer in what I saw to-night?

Answer, and for thine own sake, I say, speak all the truth, for I am not minded to hear lies upon this matter!""It was by accident, O queen," I answered."I knew naught of it.""I do believe thee, O Holly," she answered, coolly, "and well it is for thee that I dothen does the whole guilt rest upon her.""I do not find any guilt therein," broke in Leo."She is not another man's wife, and it appears that she has married me according to the custom of this awful place, so who is the worse? Any way, madam," he went on, "whatever she has done I have done too, so if she is to be punished let me be punished also; and I tell thee," he went on, working himself up into a fury, "that if thou biddest one of those deaf-and-dumb villains to touch her again, I will tear him to pieces!" And he looked as though he meant it.

Ayesha listened in icy silence, and made no remark.

When he had finished, however, she addressed Ustane.

"Hast thou aught to say, woman? Thou silly straw, thou feather, who didst think to float towards thy passion's petty ends, even against the great wind of my will! Tell me, for I fain would understand.Why didst thou this thing?"And then I think I saw the most tremendous exhibition of moral courage and intrepidity that it is possible to conceive.For the poor, doomed girl, knowing what she had to expect at the hands of her terrible queen, knowing, too, from bitter experience how great was her adversary's power, yet gathered herself together, and out of the very depths of her despair drew materials to defy her.

"I did it, O _i_ She _i_ ," she answered, drawing herself up to the full of her stately height, and throwing back the leopard skin from her head, "because my love is stronger than the grave.I did it because my life without this man whom my heart chose would be but a living death.Therefore did I risk my life, and now that I know that it is forfeit to thine anger, yet am I glad that I did risk it, and pay it away in the risking, ay, because he embraced me once, and told me that he loved me yet."Here Ayesha half rose from her couch, and then sank down again.

"I have no magic," went on Ustane, her rich voice ringing strong and full, "and I am not a queen, nor do I live forever, but a woman's heart is heavy to sink through waters, however deep, O queen! and a woman's eyes are quick to see, even through thy veil, O queen!

"Listen: I know it; thou dost love this man thyself, and therefore wouldst thou destroy me who stand across thy path.Ay, I dieI die, and go into the darkness, nor know I whither I go.But this I know.There is a light shining in my breast, and by that light, as by a lamp, I see the truth, and the future that I shall not share unroll itself before me like a scroll.When first I knew my lord," and she pointed to Leo, "I knew also that death would be the bridal gift he gave meit rushed upon me of a sudden, but I turned not back, being ready to pay the price, and, behold, death is here! And now, even as I knew that, so do I, standing on the steps of doom, know that thou shalt not reap the profits of thy crime.Mine he is, and, though thy beauty shine like a sun among the stars, mine shall he remain for thee.Never here in this life shall he look thee in the eyes and call thee spouse.Thou too art doomed, I see" and her voice rang like the cry of an inspired prophetess; "ah, I see"Then came an answering cry of mingled rage and terror.